MJ

I am hard on myself..I am sensitive..
cos I care for the friendship.it somehow seems to me that I am still being treated as I cant forget you.

I still dont dare to talk to you..
I dont dare to accept the fact? or am I afraid that I will worsen the friendship..the communication breakdown.
did I hide my emotions that well that everyone thought I was ok already?

my head gets heavier as I continued to type..i shall stop here...

虽然我还是有一点不习惯你对我的态度。。。
我想这一关有一点困难。。可是我知道我们还是可以做朋友。。
我已经把你当作我最好的朋友。。你。。我就不知道了。。

希望你以后如果有对我不满的话。。
不妨直说。。我不想一个人默默地承受被遗弃的感觉 / 痛苦。。。
真的。。对不起。。谢谢。。。。

这一切。。。该怎么继续。。。

你可知道我有好多话想要说可是我都不敢说。。。
你对我的态度，和对其他人的不一样。。。
我知道对你来说，要一瞬间改变对我的态度时有一点异想天开。。。
可是我无法控制我自己去越想越多。。。
好辛苦。。。
一直都在猜你在想什么。。。
好累。。。好累。。。

I am pretending that I am not bothered.
But how long can I go on pretending......

I feel that the way you talk to me,seems that I am in fault.
Or maybe I am just too sensitive.

Shit,SLAP THE EMO-NESS OUT OF ME! ROARR!!

You changed me,into a different person.
Am I suppose to be happy or sad about it...?

YAY! I m gonna blog in two places now,
One in LJ and the other one in Blogspot.
One thing that I am puzzled,
Cant they just use html codes for the links?
Instead of copying & pasting the web address into text areas.So much work la.
To me,I still think Blogspot is much more easier to use la, hahaha.


Yes,alright I shall stop here before it goes out of hand.
Then I will not be able to sleep tonight. BLEHS!